So random

It isn't really late but I just couldn't think of any nice topic
Hmmm what a boring holidayyy
Don't get me wrong, I don't want holiday to end too
but I've finally reached that point of DON'T FEEL LIKE WATCHING ANYTHING ANYMORE
Yup I think this is one of the side effects of continuously watching too many dramas and movies for almost two weeks

Had some awesome days with le gang and I really love them
Finally tried Uncle Jang and it was not bad 
Talked and laughed too much as usual

I have no idea why I feel hungry literally all the time and I'm not kidding
Hoped to lose weight in 2013 and tadaaaa it's already december 
Nothing really goes down except my results
Yesterday I went shopping but did not buy anything because I was shocked by my body fat
This sounds slightly ridiculous I know
and yet I'm still eating like there's no tomorrow

Well I think the power of internet is really strong that makes me wanna watch The Heirs 
but I dont have time for that ler plus I've reached THAT point remember??

Gaps

If you haven't seen me for a while, you might not know that I have a world's biggest teeth gap between my front teeth

And my bottom teeth are getting crooked now ikr I have no idea what is happening in my life pfffft

but that is just a process of ortho and I will be fixed right after Christmas haha

Anyways 

Speaking of gap, I actually really hope to have some fun or learn anything in my gap year

But then I know ain't nobody got time or money for that

Plus I still have to save money for buying my dream phone 

Well I'm not that kind of lucky kid who has the nicest parent buy them phone

If you're wondering what have I done during my holidays 

I am so busy finishing my movie marathon and yet hasn't finished 

I guess it's a bit hard to end because there are a lot of movies

I bet new year shopping should begin now since I'm so free and POOR

Last but definitely not least, many things happened lately 

Making me feel like we should really cherish things and people around me yup am going deep now haha

RIP the reason I supported fast and furious 

TGIF

TGIF

OMG finally finished the worlds longest exam marathon 

But nothing different leh maybe it's because I didn't take this exam seriously 

Walao I GG ler otokeh 

And I'm not even kidding

And You know things can't get worse when people are expecting more from you 

What if I got terrible result

What if duh shit 

And when I was about to enjoy this fabulous night

Shit happens as always

A huge cockroach comes out from no where while I was about to watch Percy Jackson 2

Now it's disappear and I am crying T.T

Anyways just finished watching Catching Fire hmm it was so much better than The Hunger Games

It was basically so damn awesome and exciting 

Don't know it was because of the last one really sucks or what 

FYI during my exam I watched MAMA2013 aka HK Big Bang concert 2013 haha

Just in case you missed it here is the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1F3HKthaaIA 

I'm not joking I'm crying watching this

It's pretty much of the story of this month

And gonna worker harder in my next sem

Happy December aka my month of the year 

*cough* it's my *cough* bday *cough*

Had so much fun today and I've finally bought the faults in our stars

This book was in my to buy list for such a long time and I had finally found it

Yeah and love life xoxo❤️

Hello NOV

Welcome to November!!!
Finally can have a break for a short while in the midth of the world's longest exam marathon 
Okay fine I was like having breaks all the time I know

Nothing special happens lately but welcome to my new obsessions of the month
Can we talk about how funny is 爸爸去哪儿 show OMG thanks to DOLLEE for the awesome recommendation haha
and I'm actually in a serious dilemma now 
Not sure to watch running man, the originals or dad where are we going RIGHT NOW
Yes I want to watch them all at once


Just finish watching Thor, I couldn't really understand the ending though
Walao I was crying like a baby but then hmmm ＮＯ　ＳＰＯＩＬＥＲ
but then nobody is going to deny how sexy Chris Hemsworth *aka Thor and Tom *aka Loki are
It's a nice movie!!!

I'll be officially free in the end of November and I really can't wait
Gotta continue watching shows and dramas now
Love life xoxo

DOOMED.

Yeah I do remember just now I said I don't care but walao
I really feel god damn bad now holy shit
I know I shouldn't care this much but hell yeah WHAT A BIG BLOW

Okay la let's move on and fight for the rest of the papers
Wah easier to be said than done

Panic Attacks

I know it's kind of inappropriate to blog so frequent haha
But anyways I think I'm kind of suffering from panic attack, I mean KIND OF
I'm pretty sure is not because of exam haha
My heart will be beating really fast all of sudden
Hmm am I having any mental disease??

I've heard of people who has panic attack will cry for the whole night but it just didn't happen to me
But my hand did shake though:D

It only happen during late night
so I consider it as a side effect of staying up late plus getting insufficient sleep
HAPPY EXAM.

stressed

Am motivated after reading tan yong pong's post wapiang when can I be half hard-working as her haha
and heard his name
I think I gotta paste his name on my wall so I can stop myself from nua-ing
I bet him must be studying too so I shall started to bury myself with past year papers
CHIONG ARH CPR:))
Have to discipline myself from swearing too much too haha
although I've already told myself like millions times 

必须天天提醒我自己不才
不然我就会被永远看不起。
喂邹佩洳，再不努力你的狗屁梦想就不会实现
屁股夹紧继续奋斗

 

CARRY ON

Half-dead

Okay I'm dying right now
Is it only me that feel sleepy every single second??
Shall buy some energy-boost stuff:(
Sleep late and wake up very early everyday (not really early though) still can't get my revision done
Arghhh I hate myself
Anyways, I think everyone knows the reason for this
I think I should get a noble prize for being the best procrastinator haha

Haha like now I'm still procrastinating after all my confessions haha
I'm being tortured and dying a little inside after every paper 
Prepare to attend my funeral after AS arh friends haha
Why the hell was this kind of education system being invented??!!

Okay I should work hard now since I still have tonnes of undone past year papers and unread worksheet sigh (to be simple I haven't even finished any single one of them)
Anyways, kinda regret to be so determined accepting that challenge haha I macam can't make it how:((
还是只能说小的不才
Bobian already haiizz let's study and win!!
Pray for the best:)) May Niang Niang bless all of us:)

Literally every night before I go to sleep

Happy birthday cutie pie. May God bless you and make this year be one of your best years
Love life xoxo:))

Waking myself up

Hello October!!!

Oh my god I couldn't believe that this year is coming to end 

January was like just one month ago 

Dear time, stop trying to fly please!!!!

Just finished my biology trial paper well, it was quite bad 'cause everybody was saying those questions were from past year papers

I was like :"hmm am I the only one didn't know about that" 

However the only thing that I concerned about was OMG one more step closer to the AS now and yet I'm still updating blog

I've been listening to wake me up when September ends this month because I really love to stick with my headphones and listen to old songs while doing revision haha and I love green day so much

Since sept is already ended so I think it's time to wake myself up

Talking about doing revision thingy actually makes me feel so guilty because the whole September was like so damn unproductive for me

Yup PROCRASTINATING!!!!!

So I'm thinking that should I start doing past year papers instead of (pretending) doing my revision hmm

Fyi I am now fangirling over gdragon and I just can't get up oh gosh he is just one of the most talented people in this world I just can't 

Just got to watch his episode of runningman literally can't take my eyes off him

Erhemm I wish I could take back all of the bad words that I ever said about him

So Fave songs of the week will be

Black by Gdrangon ft. Jenny Kim *cough*

Who you by Gdragon btw this music video is coming out I'm dying 

Slow down by Selena Gomez 

Lock screen wall paper of the week 

Yeah so I've finished welcoming October already 

Hope this month will be better and my October wish is of course getting good results in AS and A2

By the way happy birthday three of my favorite girls hope y'all can have a great 18!!!!

Love life xoxo❤

15 random facts about me

1. I talk to my pillow whenever I feel really bad. Haha ikr this sounds sooo creepy. 

2. I have a phobia of basketball because when I was younger I literally got hit on my face by basketball every single time I played it. 

3. I want to lose weight for my whole life but I just failed every time. Hmm I think this happened to most of the girls haha

4. I'm a straight forward person so I always hurt people's feelings. I'm trying to fix it:(

5. I'm so lazy that my friends around me said I couldn't get married. 

6. I love to buy novels but I don't read them. I wanted to read but I just couldn't finish anyone of them. 

7. I am an Asian but annoyingly I have lots and lots of freckles on my face since I was 8. 

8. I can neither swim nor ride bicycle. Duh, I suck at sports. 

9. When I was young, I almost got drown. I can only remember that I got into a very deep swimming pool (I don't know it was that deep) and somebody saved me. 

10. I'm a typical dumbass. That was one time that my family and I went to a beach and I forgot to take my handphone out of my pocket. It got really wet and salty. I actually got laughed by my friends and family for so long.  

11. I can cry easily. Easier than you can imagine haha. I think I cry whenever something or someone died in a movie or tv series. I said something because I literally cried like a baby when Ted died in Ted. Yup, Ted:/

12. I'm a sucker of decisions making. 

13. I love to sing but I just don't sing well. However I'm a part time bathroom singer:D 

14. I always forget what I said every time. So I always repeat the same thing to my friends. Friends, I'm sorry. 

15. I'm talkative. My friends did a analysis on me that showed I have to make a voice very 30 SECONDS. This result shocked everyone including me haha:D 

That's all about my random facts. Wanted to write more but then I don't want it to be super long. 

BYE 

Love life❤

Hello August!!!

Time is flying like a bitch. 

Not really like her:(

Just in case that you don't know, it's August!!!! 

Means that the annoying September is coming to haunt me:)

Whoa I'm so excited. 

You might not know why September is annoying:

1. My A level trial exam will be held in September

Okay, you might think "ohh it's just trial exam not the real one. Don't be so kiasu la" 

Well, that exam is an one month exam which means that my lovely AS exam is right after my trial wtf?!!

2. Start from scary September, I will literally be more lifeless than a zombie until the end of the November. 

At least zombies can eat and fooling around whenever that like 

But me will be doing tonnes of past year papers and studying 

3. Exam=stress

I always eat to get rid that bitchy stress out of my body. 

And stress=eat, eat=fat

Lastly, exam=fat

Are you looking forward to seeing my fatness and cuteness overload body?? *seducing face*

4. This is actually the reason why my life is super duper sad in 2013

My college put every exam after holidays 

Ikr it sounds so special and maybe for some people it probably sounds fabulous== not to me:(

Cause I think holiday is suppose to be fun 

But annoyingly all my holidays are ended up staying at home study and study and study

I can't go anywhere for vacation!!!! 

Thats all!! 

Thanks for being an awesome listener here:)

Haha I know I'm a naggy person. 

My First Time

Fyi I am officially addicted to youtube videos without having any reason
So this post is actually inspired by those videos
This post is gonna be me sharing all the first things I did
and I hope you guys enjoy it:D

My first celebrity crush is actually Orlando Bloom because of The Lord of the Rings and I just fell for him until now
If you have never watched the lord, Orlando Bloom was actually acting as an elf who was so hot and had an amazing skill for archery(百发百中)
sorry I don't know how to say in English haha
and it actually got me fall in love with any character who plays archery like Hawkeyes in The Avengers and Katniss in The Hunger Games:D
Katniss is a girl lol

This is Orlando Bloom as Legolas

My first crush was my tablemate and he was my really good friend when I was 9
ikr it sounds a bit scary that a 9y/o girl had a crush
but I was damn young and innocent haha
but we did not contact each other after I finished my primary school
I think he did not know that I had a crush on him because I did help him to get the girl he liked
Why the hell did I help him

My first kiss was given to my mum I think haha
and my first REAL crush was at the age of 14
he fell in love with my best friend so it was not a good ending
and my first blog was talking about him too which wasn't on this blog muhahaha:D

My first job was a kindergarten teacher
after doing this job, I will never look at kids in the same way again
indeed, they are cute and funny but sometimes I really wanted to punch their heads (ps: just my imagination lol)

Fyi I did not have a real first love and it sounds quite embarrassing for a 18y/o girl 

and I am quite sad about it
I took the blame on those love movies and dramas
they make me believe in perfect man and relationship actually exist in real life
but who knows
we were told that never stop dreaming right lol(ugh:*)

If I wasn't mistaken
My first tweet was a reply tweet to Ian Somerhalder(an hot actor)
"@iansomerhalder: Keep it up"
I have no idea why am I laughing so hard right now
Fangirl ah fangirl:D

My first favourite drama was a china drama which was 环珠格格
talking about this makes me wanna watch it so bad now
I think every Chinese girl should had watched it before   

And that's all for my first time tag
I have a lot of fun flashing back and typing this post
Hope you have fun reading this too:D

Camp fever!!!!

Sorry for not updating this blog last Friday
cause my college was having an awesome camp in Tanjung Leman
I was so busy for the camp performance

The camp was much more amazing than what I expected
I think the most exciting part of this camp was the performance night
Every group performance was so awesome and funny
I did enjoy myself in this camp:D
and until now, I am still missing that place
I wanna go back /.\

Some awesome photos

My awesome teammates!!!

A pink team superman outsider haha

From left: Huichin, me, dollee. The one at the top is pong pong

Ah girl to woman!!!! My face look damn fat here:/

The one who is wearing yellow shirt is my fave math lecturer:D and he knows how to dance fantastic baby. How awesome he is!!!!

Iron man is here!!!!

Tell you a secret. Actually my real name is tonnie stark hahaXD

We've got a ghost over here.

I never know he is that old:D

Pongpong and I were photobombed/.\ that one with a towel on her head is dollee. Ikr she looks like a construction worker haha

With le datin haha