DOOMED.

Yeah I do remember just now I said I don't care but walao
I really feel god damn bad now holy shit
I know I shouldn't care this much but hell yeah WHAT A BIG BLOW

Okay la let's move on and fight for the rest of the papers
Wah easier to be said than done

Panic Attacks

I know it's kind of inappropriate to blog so frequent haha
But anyways I think I'm kind of suffering from panic attack, I mean KIND OF
I'm pretty sure is not because of exam haha
My heart will be beating really fast all of sudden
Hmm am I having any mental disease??

I've heard of people who has panic attack will cry for the whole night but it just didn't happen to me
But my hand did shake though:D

It only happen during late night
so I consider it as a side effect of staying up late plus getting insufficient sleep
HAPPY EXAM.

stressed

Am motivated after reading tan yong pong's post wapiang when can I be half hard-working as her haha
and heard his name
I think I gotta paste his name on my wall so I can stop myself from nua-ing
I bet him must be studying too so I shall started to bury myself with past year papers
CHIONG ARH CPR:))
Have to discipline myself from swearing too much too haha
although I've already told myself like millions times 

必须天天提醒我自己不才
不然我就会被永远看不起。
喂邹佩洳，再不努力你的狗屁梦想就不会实现
屁股夹紧继续奋斗

 

CARRY ON

Half-dead

Okay I'm dying right now
Is it only me that feel sleepy every single second??
Shall buy some energy-boost stuff:(
Sleep late and wake up very early everyday (not really early though) still can't get my revision done
Arghhh I hate myself
Anyways, I think everyone knows the reason for this
I think I should get a noble prize for being the best procrastinator haha

Haha like now I'm still procrastinating after all my confessions haha
I'm being tortured and dying a little inside after every paper 
Prepare to attend my funeral after AS arh friends haha
Why the hell was this kind of education system being invented??!!

Okay I should work hard now since I still have tonnes of undone past year papers and unread worksheet sigh (to be simple I haven't even finished any single one of them)
Anyways, kinda regret to be so determined accepting that challenge haha I macam can't make it how:((
还是只能说小的不才
Bobian already haiizz let's study and win!!
Pray for the best:)) May Niang Niang bless all of us:)

Literally every night before I go to sleep

Happy birthday cutie pie. May God bless you and make this year be one of your best years
Love life xoxo:))

Waking myself up

Hello October!!!

Oh my god I couldn't believe that this year is coming to end 

January was like just one month ago 

Dear time, stop trying to fly please!!!!

Just finished my biology trial paper well, it was quite bad 'cause everybody was saying those questions were from past year papers

I was like :"hmm am I the only one didn't know about that" 

However the only thing that I concerned about was OMG one more step closer to the AS now and yet I'm still updating blog

I've been listening to wake me up when September ends this month because I really love to stick with my headphones and listen to old songs while doing revision haha and I love green day so much

Since sept is already ended so I think it's time to wake myself up

Talking about doing revision thingy actually makes me feel so guilty because the whole September was like so damn unproductive for me

Yup PROCRASTINATING!!!!!

So I'm thinking that should I start doing past year papers instead of (pretending) doing my revision hmm

Fyi I am now fangirling over gdragon and I just can't get up oh gosh he is just one of the most talented people in this world I just can't 

Just got to watch his episode of runningman literally can't take my eyes off him

Erhemm I wish I could take back all of the bad words that I ever said about him

So Fave songs of the week will be

Black by Gdrangon ft. Jenny Kim *cough*

Who you by Gdragon btw this music video is coming out I'm dying 

Slow down by Selena Gomez 

Lock screen wall paper of the week 

Yeah so I've finished welcoming October already 

Hope this month will be better and my October wish is of course getting good results in AS and A2

By the way happy birthday three of my favorite girls hope y'all can have a great 18!!!!

Love life xoxo❤