gap year

I've been convincing myself take a gap year to kind of discover what I want to study in the future
Like other teens I'm totally lost.
Taking gap year is actually not the stuff that Asians usually do as we consider it as wasting time but for me bacsially I've missed the application period so I was thinking why not I just let it be since I always believe that GOD DECIDES THE BEST
Okay I shall stop being too religious here
However I kinda scare that I will slack at home for a year time without doing anything because that is usually I will do hahah

For those who are considering take gap year I'm here to encourage you come on you only young once
Here's some link that might be helpful
Mind the Gaps
Should your child have a ‘gap year’ before college?
Okay I admit that I hope there's somebody support me to do it muhahaha
I was super depressed for the past week and I feel so sorry to those friends whom I annoyed
Duhhh I know y'all love me so you guys don't mind right:)
Speaking of friends and buddies actually thank you so much for the encouragements and advice I seriously cannot live without people's advice
in another words I cannot make any decision on my own I know I said this for a million times

Trial is striking me in a week time and I'm now posting stuff yes I'm a typical internet kid
but final is coming too which means I gonna disappear whole a whole month
Good luck for every single A2 student let's work the hardest and be the best batch ever